HELLBENDER

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Michael, 8, plays in a kiddie pool. The first time Michael’s mother used meth she went on a five day binge. On the fifth day she woke up to find her oldest son drowning in the bathtub. The boy was resuscitated, but he and Misty’s other children were taken from her care. Michael is the only child who remained in her custody.
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Chico, 48, high on meth and wearing a Dia de los Muertos mask, sits in his living room under a swastika, the US Constitution and a Confederate flag. Chico has used meth nearly every day since the late nineties. He lives in a mobile home on family property, refuses to receive treatment for Hepatitis C, and uses his disability checks to fund his habit.
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Meth monster.
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Legal, 22, is a petty drug dealer and easy target for the local police. He is arrested regularly but seldom spends much time in jail. Legal justifies his dealing by never physically handing drugs to anyone; instead, he drops off the drugs for his buyer to pick up.
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Pat, 49, recently suffered a heart attack but continues to smoke meth.
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A woman known locally as “Mama,” walks through her trailer park. Mama is a meth and synthetic marijuana user with chronic health issues. She looks after people in the park and can often be found cooking or comforting her neighbors.
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Sand Mountain trailer park.
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Chico stands in the doorway of his trailer.
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Alice, 21, first started smoking meth with her ex-boyfriend, Ryan, in 2015. The two committed a string of burglaries and after Ryan was arrested, Alice moved in with Chico, who allegedly abused her, injected her with meth in her sleep, and held her against her will. Weeks after this picture was made local police raided Chico’s trailer and took Alice to her grandmother’s house.
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Jennifer, 38. Jennifer was coming down from a meth binge and had not eaten in more than three days. In addition to finding a frozen pizza in the cooler, she also found a bottle of what she suspected was frozen urine, kept to pass drug tests.
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A longtime user, JC, has a list of prior convictions, including a 2015 arrest in which 2lbs of meth with an estimated street value of more than $77k was seized. In the last year JC has been in jail 3 times, most recently for a domestic violence charge after he beat up his wife, Misty. “I’ve been inside mental institutions and juvenile units, prisons, and jail,” JC said. “This blocks my memories an
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A preacher's daughter and college graduate, Chelsea, 48, struggles to justify her ongoing meth use and homosexuality with her conservative, Pentecostal upbringing. She currently lives in a small tool shed where she and her friends used to meet to get high.
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Jean, 46, uses and sells meth and is known for her violent temper. She is currently in a custody battle for her niece with her sister, Lee, who is recovering meth user.
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Lee, 37. Lee recently quit using meth and is fighting to win back custody of her daughter from her sister, Jean.
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Alice and Chico.
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Mono, 40, arranges clothes at a yard sale. He used the money from the sale to buy meth, which he has been using for more than a decade. “Meth makes me forget about my problems, it makes me not think about them,” he says. “I love my parents, my brothers and sisters...I might use and all that, but...I’m one of the good bad people. I’m a good, bad person. That’s what I tell everybody.”
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Sand Mountain.
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Willow, 37, is a chronic binge user who has lived in more than six homes in less than nine months.
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Misty, 37, and her son, Michael, in the front yard of family property.
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Willow tries to inject meth but struggles to find a vein, sticking herself half a dozen times before blaming me for making her nervous with the camera.
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Upon his release from jail, Ryan, 22, walked more than 20 miles to his parent’s house where he was reunited with his ex-girlfriend, Alice. While in jail he became a born again Christian and swore off meth, but he was turned away by his father when he arrived back home. Less than two weeks after being released from jail, Ryan was using meth again, this time with needles.
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Chico, sick with trash fever, waits for his dealer to deliver meth.
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Fred’s house burned down after a housemate got high and set a fire in the living room. Fred lost his three dogs along with everything he owned. Because he had nowhere else to go he remained in the soot-filled charred remains with three other users for months.
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Sand Mountain.
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Alice shows her scars from self-inflicted razor blade cuts.
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Justin and Michelle, both longtime meth users, hold a friend's baby.
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Billy, Chico’s housemate. Billy and Chico spent weeks together evading local police and feeding off each other’s heightened, meth-induced sense of paranoia. They had abandoned their trailer and moved from place to place in hopes of avoiding arrest. Only hours after this photograph was made both were jailed on a variety of charges, including possession of illegal substances.
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Michael plays on the roof of his mother's car.
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An effigy hangs in Chico's front yard.
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Sand Mountain.
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