I was working three days a week as an intern at ICP Midtown with the Curator Miles Barth in order to pay for darkroom rental. Part of my internship was spent organizing six thousand negatives of Weegee's work for the book Weegee's World and not a single godamn credit anywhere in the book. Fuck Miles Barth!
My only nourishment was the many hours I was allowed to spend in the ICP archives, looking at the original photographs of Larry Clark's Tulsa, or Shelby Lee Adam's 16 x 20 prints of the people of the Appalachian Mountains, or Robert Capa's work.
Broke, but not quite destitute, I was also working at the Sheraton on 52nd St. and Avenue of the Americas, as a part-time weekend night manager at their fitness center. I worked two twelve-hour graveyard shifts — Saturday night to Sunday morning, and again Sunday night to Monday morning. I worked a total of 24 hours in two days making $10.00 an hour. They also provided their employees with meals, so I went there often, including my days off.
During the endless walks to ICP to Midtown and Uptown, I often thought how pathetic I was, how miserable I was, and how alone I was. Pissed off and angry, these photos represent my state of mind then.
As I walked from my shared studio apartment, on West 3rd street between Mercer and Thompson Streets to uptown where I was working — which took fifty-two minutes — I carried my Leica m6 in my hand taking photos, allowing the camera to expose for the light as I made my guesses, and sometimes not looking through the viewfinder, but always looking.
— Thomas Robinson