photograph with pin scratchings "curers"series

My works are self-portrait. I think for photographer, their own body can be only others in that they can never see their body through the view finder. I was developing them in a dark room, and scratch the surface of photographic paper with a tiny safety pin to draw with it. The act is lead me that deviation from subjectivity and decent into subconsciousness. It feel me that find good and evil beyond a human primordial desire. This series are appeared the creatures that named "curers" like jellyfishes in that image.