IN WONDERLAND

This series is about the world I live in. Couple years ago, when I was 21, I was diagnosed with anxiety disease. Sometimes I suffered from terribly headaches and I could barely breathe. I thought that I wasn’t secure, so I couldn’t go out the home. At some point, this disease prevented to continue living my life. I had to explain people around me what happened to me, especially during the attacks. They thought if they correctly understood my feelings, they could help me. I realized this part is much harder than having the disease. “I am undecided between the picture my eyes see and my mind wants to see.” Orhan Pamuk - Fragments Of The Landscape P.S.:Anxiety or stress disorder is a situation of worry, fear, tension and nuisance experienced by all living beings. It is a protective reaction for living beings to adapt to the environment. It would be wrong to talk about anxiety as only a pathological situation. This feeling, which is one of the main sensations connected with the instinct to survive, appears with other feelings such as fear, anger, sadness and happiness.