Territory of ​​Light

For one year, I have decided to go home at the end of the day only after using up at least two 36-exposure films. No one told me to do it, but I just kept walking and took pictures. Sometimes I walked 20km in a day. While I was walking, I often asked myself what it is for to take pictures. At first, I thought that I wanted to erase myself and disappear from the world by doing it. However, I started to realize that it is a way of accepting the fact that the world exists. As I took pictures, I was experiencing a kind of hopelessness. I am still stuck. I cannot find a right answer yet. However, I have come to think that I am walking towards "Territory of ​​Light", that is photography.