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n this work, merely you can see the photographs of  shoes, clothes  toys which were belong to a four year old boy. and  landscape images around his  apartment where he used to lived.      Those his belongings  were supposed be used ,  if he were growing up. Instead , they were not used by him, were hidden in the back of the  cupboard  for a long time , were not discarded nor given to another child.    11years , they were in the place where they belong, never  forgotten , just stay there. She knew that her beloved one is  gone, just she could not face this fact.   Because if  she admits her loss , this could be as same as the end of her own life.   In the spring of 2016, Yachiyo Enomoto, the mother , a photographer, took out  his belongings from the box , placed it in front of her camera and started taking photographs of them. Photography  as her tool ,by  using it , she thought she cold face her sad memories.      I have two ambivalent emotions for long time.   I wants to his boy return to life again and get to heaven  without trouble. always.   I thought that the photography was as a tool that could satisfy her ambivalent  desire at a same time.