ATTACHMENT EFFECT

I've been working on my family life last one year. Whether I'm working on outer spaces the more curiously to look inner places. These are my family, my loves, and, I realise the secret of underlying to photograph them; "I want my family to live forever!". When I photographing our home life that is still as I have it fixed in our memories: it often hides the desire to relieve a certain period from our past. The reason it was incredibly hard for me when take photos I feel like an intruder in my daughter's and my husband's life, crossing some kind of boundary that I was not suppose to do. Like wisely, camera suddenly became a heartless machine recording and exposing the private, the intimate, the uncomfortable, and the imperfections of our lives. As much as I felt guilty but I desired and, I built camera stands of some of unique points in the house for shooting this miserable moments with a wireless remote shutter release. You may see the family snapshots that the mom took of her daughter who has attached on parents' expatriate life in their 2010s living in Neuchatel, a small town in Switzerland. The way to you may recognise that is a family album helping you are overwhelmed by the unusual Goksel family's tender memories. These are restlessly documenting mainly every aspect of rare moments that common family albums tend to hide during Christmas holiday in 2017. The photographs I have taken that I used the familiar to investigate life as deep and complex experience, and left viewers with a document that explores and unveils something true about the lives of everybody. I believe, black and white style at this point works well.