My grandfather's house

The first series is a part of the project in which I attempt to face my childhood and let those things. When I was growing up , nobody lived in my grandfather's house but still, I was forbidden to do anything in there. The house of secrets, full of the memories of my grandfather and his vague life. Then he passed away and that mysterious old building became mine for a short time. A day before it was sold I grabbed the last chance to capture the memories and the feelings of mine towards this place. I asked my model to be neutral, so with the existence of her I am able to represent how I personally connected to the place with my anxious, curious child’s mind. The second series is also a part of the childhood memories theme. The amusement park in my hometown has been closed down, forever. It was representing the devastation for the last fifteen years of its operation, but at least it existed, but from now on not even that. I gave my model an imaginary circus-magician character who feels convenient in such a place but carries a bit of the time vanishing and the sadness of her environment.