The idea was born in autumn 2020 , in the middle of covid emergency.
The fact that I could have traveled on holiday in Italy in August of the same year, experiencing the feeling of living almost as before the Covid era and the subsequent return to the restriction and lock down, made me think a lot about how, since the beginning of the pandemic, I have lived my lonely world inside home.
I suddenly felt catapulted into a parallel world but alien to my routine, made up of new emotions, isolation, anger frustration and guilt because I complained about this situation while there were people dying in total solitude and others putting their health and life for the common good.
Then the effort, the fear, the anguish I felt, trying to spent my life as normal as possible, before I get to accept the situation for what it was and to understand that I was a privileged person. . I thought I had to made a connection with people not just on the emotional level but also on lived life through the representation of my experience ; themselves in the new life that moves mainly within the home that, time after time, loses that function of comfortable shelter. The recurring days, the same objects that almost give nausea, that make your head turn. Isolation, still time, the faltering of our few certainties and security, silence, anguish, the desire to leave. Finally in the evening, you fall asleep and dream of traveling ... not forgetting where it all started, because it's all true.