This work was created during and after the postpartum depression I experienced. My first child. His absence inside of me, the hormone decline, the insecurity in the face of fragility, the fear, the change, the unknown, the time without divisions, the integration, the search, the identity, the emptiness ... or maybe just the birth of love, as a foreign body yet, presenting overwhelmingly pure as never felt before. The paths of their possession, through my imperfections ... The encounter, the recognition with myself as a woman, as a mother, the confrontation with the child I was. The arrival of the "new", ultimately in my life.