Impression of an imperfection

I live in a world that will disappear with my death. The questions I'm looking for an answer to. How can I pull the viewer along to slip into the deeper space of abstraction, where emotion and experiences can be experienced? Why do I try to give chaos a tangible form? Where does that chaos come from, is it existential? Why does the border feel paper thin in certain places, can this be captured in a photo? The unexpected that everyone can give their own interpretation to. Captivating, surprising a moment of being away from the world for a while and being part of just energy.