These images, small in format, with increased grain and softness, are one of the ways to touch the past. The past similar to the images aesthetic, with lack of clarity and room to retell the stories to ourselves. Images are an attempt to control the moment and analyse the uncontrollable and imperfect realities we live in.
Recalling my partner several times in the image helps to redefine and reshape the memory and actual, weighted belief which was distorted over time.
Images confront the feelings and our fundamental perceptions of who we were back then and who we are now. Who they were back then and who they are now.
These series became an integral part of my therapy and discussing the significance of the warped memories and our belief in stories we tell to ourselves.