It's been a few years now.
That I have been writing
Sounding like a sensible fucking man,
If there is such a thing.
Rhythmically then, I suppose
I have been a whore.
Writing about her,
Prostrating my own self
Over and over.
Phenomenologically,
The shapeless mass of literature;
The pulp that i have produced
Does perhaps make me a whore.
During the years
I may have
Simply facilitated aspirations,
Tarnished the odd expectation,
One would argue then
I am a whore
Epistemically so.
Ontologically
I truly am one;
Jiggling in ink
For a few women
Giggling within their kinks.
Metaphorically,
I am the old crack whore
Keeping the pimp's stable in order.
Now there's a question,
Am I a whore existentially,
Given I am the pimp?
I know I have her
When she's comfortable
In the awfully long
Silences with me.
Systemically then i am a whore.
Pragmatically so
I am simply a whore
Who reversed the game
On whores.