Blurry Faced

As an artist with OCD, as I work to support myself while trying to break into the art world, it just resonates in the back of my head, "You've got to be somebody." And sometimes all I find is a blurry, almost plastic face that lives and breathes caring what the world thinks of her. This is the closest representation to the overwhelming intrusive and obsessive thoughts that come from constantly trying to create something remarkable. Using the highkey exposure plus repeating the same patterns describing how the thought gets stuck there, repeating itself until it becomes suffocating.