From a psychological perspective, my lived experiences have been deeply intertwined with individuals exhibiting borderline tendencies, manifesting dual facades—one tailored for the societal eye and another, more tumultuous one, reserved for intimate domestic spaces.
This constant oscillation between faces, driven by fears of judgment and the urge for societal acceptance, often spiraled into undue chaos and emotional turmoil.
Being intrinsically hypersensitive, I possess heightened empathetic abilities. This means I'm not just aware of the emotions and sentiments of those around me; I deeply feel and internalize them. While a gift, this extraordinary empathy also exposes me to the vulnerabilities of getting overwhelmingly affected by the energies of others.
Often, this heightened sensitivity and keen emotional intuition have placed me in positions where I've felt out of sync with my surroundings. A dissonance arises because I seldom tread the beaten path or adhere strictly to societal impositions. This divergence from the norm, while empowering in its authenticity, has also led to feelings of isolation. Being attuned to the unspoken and often choosing a path less traveled has meant