When the Day: Nameless - Still and Continuous B/W series

The sun still rises in surrounding same direction and time, day after day, and never cease to shining, although overcast covered the earth. The wind and rain came and went braved the trees in the yard, and they grew as naturally and as strong as they held on for flowering or fruiting. The time scrolling and spinning slowly but surely, no longer feel existing differences with the time previous. The leaves are still growing or falling on the ground, a sign of a change process of ongoing life unstoppably. When my feet glued and severed, by the problems of life happens so colossal and insistently, without can I prevent or avoid it, and must be brave to face it all, one by one. And the full moon, still visible, revealing light her face like last month, and month after month, previously. All I saw was a daily life and felt, as a father to call, and expect help because of pain. And I was just a son, who is called to help him, without expecting anything. Everyone can only hope on healing and happiness to a family that I have, and it is not easy, because the situation becomes very monotonous routine moments. I'm just a photographer, who saw and photographed a small fraction of the moment, to build the life of each frame photographs of each step the foot, from activities and spaces that I went through. Among the peak moment in career of this year, I have decided to defer and stopped. I do not want to show that this is a pain that must be shown, and to be pitied, because all of this is not an opinion or choice. I just person who are trying to unravel the mysteries of life, and believes, that this is all part of the contents of a meaningful life, and it was for my personally, family, and the people who shared in the presence of meaning. I see, feel, and then photographing something, which is a projection of everyday life, without longer remembers the time. As fast as I can do, because this day is definitely different from tomorrow, and what I photograph today, will produce photographs more meaningful in the next day. I do not want to miss time pass-empty just like that, without any meaning and significance. All of this has become everyday life, situations and habits that may be automated, but I give a little soul-mind and expression through writing, as well as the words. Using various types of smartphone cameras, post-production with instant software, and display it in: Diptich, to produce a continuous viewpoint, from two different angles. It is a way to make comparisons with the eyes see, and think right or left, or follow the flow magnetically, and sustainable. A Stereoscopic, but from two frames which can actually visually different. I do not want to get hung up on one thing only, either way of seeing or thinking, but I want a continuation of the positive moments. A concept of causation and connected to each other, complement each other. I was, no longer able to hear sound of the waves on the beach, as it was when I lived in Bali, but once, I was accompanied by the rush of water from my fish pond that is always flowing. The air and wind tends to be cooler, and plants were still always sprout, accompanied with a light that always shines bright sun. Time, it really feels stalled, Likewise much wishful thinking that needs to be examined again. Empty hopes it becomes a mediation which I think has not been maximized with well, should be supported and strengthened its foundations more to be realized. And I still walk among the shadows, in every corner of the house, and try to keep trying and alive. The shadows it, give me a clue, where the light was derived and coming, and I do not need to count on an hour by hour that passed. Me and my shadow is a living entity. Finding the door to out from many problems, but probably, I've been on the outside, and looking for the entrance, but maybe I was already inside. The closeness of these moments happened so insistent, every day, and right in front of the eyes, but I was dumb and could not say anything, other than pressing the camera shutter, and tried to presenting back what was happening in front of the eyes, to make it a document. Observing and write it a bit, to believe that every frame it is not my choice, but the Universe the one who calls so I can read it right. The Nature way to talk to, call me, and ask for my attention that what I saw was not a simply coincidence. Moment by moment of each frame is as if reminding me for the open my mind so as not to drown and dissolve in a black-and-white atmosphere of this life. I was a son of parents who are in need of help, and nothing else. Hope and the effort required sharing a way of thinking wisely, bringing each other or contradictory, but it is not to be separated, so this option Diptich format I choose. Eyes, sometimes seen and too focused on just one frame, but I tried to 'interfere' with one another as an alternative option and mediation. Streoscopy are often not identical, and may be just as an advanced composition for vision and aesthetic purposes.