The elders

This is part of my longterm project called The elders. It is based on the assumption that all elderly people get an extra personality dimension when reached a certain age. They seem to become more frightened, eccentric, frail, uncertain and careful. It is as if their weaknesses and strengths mash together to form a new identity. I feel it too. Now 40+ of age I make new sounds while getting up. Is it my turn next? This is my look into my own not so distant future. My future as an elderly. Will my future self dislike my findings?