Women Sotries # 3 - I don'n t belong here

A sensation of disconnection. A kept telling repetitive word that always been told you: you are different. You are a freak. We are normal. Why cant't you be like us? That was my parents words. My mommy's words. I'm not a freak. What it a freak? A freak is someone who is different from the place or family he were born. And this feeling becomes your friend. Ans sometimes you hate yourself for being different. The only thong you want is to be accepted. It's to belong. Belong someone, somewhere, you try so hard, and when you realize you have killed everything that means to be you. And you grow. And you learn, trough pain, to be you again.