Women Stories #1 - There's a silence in my screaming

the time after my marriage ends. I gone crazy. My husband had a life, a job, a new girlfriend. He kept his habits, his sports, our friends. I had lost my job. I had nothing to hold tight. No job. My friends were recently married, pregnant and living their fairy dreaming tale lifes. I never felt so alone. Some days, I can't remember if I was awake or if everything was a dream.